So it has been a few days, and rightly so because I haven't done anything on my paperwork. I found my receipts for August so I can do my budget and expenses for August. I think I tracked my expenses well in that month so it should be interesting to see what the numbers are.

I feel really good about the work I am putting into this...process. I feel like this is something I will continue doing and eventually it will become a habit. I know I want to buy a house soon because I want to have a child and I cannot have another child until I own a house. I also cannot have another child until I am married but that is another story.

So it all begins here, with my bankruptcy I can begin again, fresh and anew on my way to home ownership. I talked to a graphic designer the other day about making a logo for me but she said she could not get to it anytime soon. I told her that was fine. It works out for me because I have to file before I start any of that stuff to reduce the risk of my current financial woes effecting my business.

I'm really excited, I actually have someone scheduled to do a makeup session this Thursday...or Friday, I forget which day. No worries! I will just bring my kit with me both days so I can be prepared.

I actually told someone I know about my blog...I can't believe I did that! I mean I know I want people to read, why else would I post this on the Internet? But to tell someone I know to be a real person, to read about my broke ass, and then see me again in real life? I never did know when to be ashamed though. I try not to get too down on myself because of this money mess. I know I never want to be in debt like this again. You know I stopped opening my mail because of this mess? It takes a toll on my self-esteem. There are a lot of people out there who will call me a deadbeat but they were not there when I was pregnant trying to move out of an apartment because I came up short that last month of rent. When my roommate decided after 2 months they wanted to move back home. Nah, wasn't there for any of my struggles so don't judge me.

Goodnight, I am really not feeling well but I am keeping myself drugged up and I plan to go to bed now. Hopefully work won't be too bad tomorrow morning and then I have the next day off. I plan to lay around sipping tea and watching trashy daytime TV. By the way, I do not NOT like the short wig on Wendy, I do not like the switch to 10AM even though that is supposed to be a good thing, and I am not feeling the new wardrobe. If these ladies the producers are trying to appeal to did not like the real Wendy they can watch something else! That's my rant.

Toodles!