So I have done nothing today to work on my...it's hard to even type the word. I know I already told you what I was doing and what I am currently going through, but it is still so hard to discuss. I just want it to be known that I wanted to pay my bills. There is a huge part of me that says I can increase my income and repay my debts instead of declaring bankruptcy...but that is just not going to happen. It's the best move for me to make at this time, even though I have been planning to do this for several years now. It is my pattern with everything, I get off to a running start, but there is no follow up, no sealing of the deal. Just a lot of big ideas and slow movements. One step foreword, two steps back.
Hopefully this blog will instill a sense of accountability within me. Believe me, if I even post on a weekly basis I am doing better by leaps and bounds. I look forward to doing it and doing it and doing it well! I swear I taste salt in my mouth probably from eating the food at work. I will not name my workplace because a lot of off things happen in connection with work and I would rather not go there. Just for the record, I like my job a lot.
I'm going to keep it real, I can't think of anything else to say so I am about to check out Diggy Simmons blog and love Maegan, goodnight!
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